way-way napud…peyton marie sawyer strikes again!! =)

nobody reads friendster blogs anyway so diri ko mag jaw2! haha!

it’s times like these when i want to run away. im still praying for that vacation somewhere far away from here…where i’ll be a stranger. yeah, sometimes i want to be invisible…erase myself like stargirl does…oh that weirdo! haha! i miss my independence…i’ve been missing it since i moved back here. i’m getting kind of impatient. what now? where to? they say patience is a virtue…yeah, i guess it is. i’m just bored. really bored now. i’ve got to start somewhere, somehow. current soundtrack: put your records on.

aaaarrrgggghhhh!!!

Gisapot ko. I hate this day.

….I wanna cry. as usual, di na pud ko kahilak. grrrrrrr….bad trip uy!!

imported from my multiply

nalingaw man ko so ahong gi post diri. hehe!

RULES:
A.  People who have been tagged must write their answers
on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new
question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged
cannot refuse.

B. These 8 people must state who they were tagged
by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by
sending this to 8 other people.

(Balma tagged me.)

1. Do you think Ryan Seacrest is gay?
Yessss!! haha! love you ryan! (mura’g close ba!)

2. What do you miss most?
going to school. and i do not mean studying. just going to school. =p

3. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
edit my resume. *gasping for air!*

4. What was the last movie you watched?
Pink Panther. Super funny! I’m crazy for Steve Martin!

5. What is one thing you wished you knew how to do?
Karate or any martial arts. =)

6. What do you like doing the most?
not doing anything at all. stare and be dumb. hehe!

7. What’s your favorite sport?
tennis,
basketball, x-games…but i don’t play ha! i just watch. hahahahaha!!
and im beginning to appreciate ufc…if sport man gani na.

8. What is one thing most people didn’t know about you?
i’m a good person. nyahahahaha!!!

9. What are you eating right now?
nothing.

10.What was your section when you were in Grade 1?
We only had one section. I still remember all my classmates. My teacher’s name was teacher rose barnes.

11. Is being tagged fun?
today, it feels fun.

12. Have you learned something new today?
yes. everyday is a learning experience.

13. What do you want to own right now?
a big telescope. i wanna have my own observatory.

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
she’s kinda like me. crazy. haha!

15. Are you looking forward to anything?
yes. di ko magsaba kay mabuyagan. haha!

16. What’s your favorite C2 flavor?
to me, they all taste the same.

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
yes..my relationship with the Lord. haha! naka lusot!

18. When was the last time you got starstruck?
i think sinulog..gino rufino. *drool* loi2, suya! hihi!

19. What type of friends do you like?
radical, crazy, loyal and trustworthy!

20. What was the title of the song you last listened to?
a day in the life - beatles

I tag (those who have multiply accounts):
1. Nikki
2. Maricel
3. Valerie
4. Louise
5. Leslie
6. Des
7. Bai
8. Gessa

emo mode: on

               On days like today, i eat 200% more than the usual, i feel sad for only God knows what reasons, i become nostalgic and i suddenly begin to miss everybody especially my brother.

               I know it’s annoying when people suddenly become emo and i for one hates emo kids. But you can’t mess with emo people. Especially emo girls with raging hormones. Oh no no no no! So hold that thought mister and don’t complain. Just nod people, nod!

                This whole thing started last sunday, when Donna left for Dumaguete. I spent most of my summer days with her and I’m gonna miss her. Ahuhuhu. And Phoebeth will be leaving soon, and Louise is not here, Jai2’s not here (I miss you so much buddy! Wa na mi masugo, wa na’y kauban sa impromptu laags, wa na’y muhatod-hatod namo ug wa na’y pang paon sa mga bayot. hehe!), Kenny’s not here anymore (no more frisbee and no more of those bone-breaking eskrima techniques), Valerie is busy studying and G.I., well, uhmmmm…hmmmm…tick tock tick tock…zzzzzzzz….he has no sense of adventure! Good thing Nikki’s still here and she’s game for anything! Tatlong bagsak, dalawang sipa at isang talon para kay Nikki!!! AHOO AHOO!!

                    Anyway, a few days ago, Nikki and I were talking about how our lives are changing and after this summer everybody will be busy living their dreams (American dreams for the nurses to be exact),  establishing their careers, some may be even starting or have already started their own families (CAUTION: DO NOT HURRY!! MAHAL ANG BUGAS, GATAS, DIAPER, TUITION, ANNULMENT - joke!), blah blah blah…and suddenly we became emo about these things…like we were infected by Peter Pan. Not that we’re afraid of growing up and growing old, we’ll just miss everybody and the good ‘ol times. Like how I miss college and my college buddies. huhuhu. I miss Zinsser, too. =)

                I can’t believe I’ll be working soon…or later, haha! Where to go? What to do? Stay or leave? It’s confusing. But that’s the beauty of this kind of life - endless possibilities, full of choices and full of adventures. Undefined, unpredictable, unrestricted. Christian Pacaldo’s wise words: "Life is too short to think of what WILL or MAY happen and often times its beyond our control. So why bother right?" Chrissy, may tama ka!!

                    So here I am, setting sight and preparing to set sail for the impossible and the unexplored. Do I fear? Hell, yeah! But you gotta face your fears and fight them because fear cripples the soul. Life must go on, right? U-huh, u-huh! The world spins madly on. I cannot allow myself to be left behind.

                    As the song goes, "So long sweet summer. I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays." I hope everybody had fun as much as I did. Now let’s say hello to rainy days, typhoons and climate change brought about by global warming! =p

I heard him sing again today…

…and he still makes my heart melt.

            

I love you Archie! You are the humblest, most unassuming yet amazingly talented  person on television.

David Cook is undeniably creative and talented too. He’s just arrogant sometimes.

Free writing

          The wind blew it away. Now I don’t know where it landed or how I could get it back. I’ve been struggling for days now…walking through these valleys, these roads, these alleys, and searching every corner in the world where it could possibly be hiding. And some pasts and presents, they want to be set free. Yet how could I, without it, my solace, my portal to another world, set these free when without any vehicle for words, my brain just keeps on going down the drain. Come back to me my friend. I miss you so terribly.

Sakto!!

these are comments & replies posted on rhea’s blog entry about her life becoming EMO-ish. i realized so many things tungod ani…i need to breathe. emo but true. hahaha!!!

latest soundtrack

*I have no words to describe my sorrows…only a borrowed song.

I wish I had what I need

To be on my own

‘Cause I feel so defeated

And I’m feeling alone

And it all seems so helpless

And I have no plans

I’m a plane in the sunset

With nowhere to land

And all I see

It could never make me happy
And all my sandcastles

Spend their time collapsing

Let me know that You hear me

Let me know Your touch

Let me know that You love me

Let that be enough

It’s my birthday tomorrow

No one here could now

I was born this Thursday

22 years ago

And I feel stuck

Watching history repeating

Yeah, who am I?

Just a kid who knows he’s needy

Let me know that You hear me

Let me know Your touch

Let me know that You love me

And let that be enough

Let that be enough, Switchfoot

Friends like these

      People can surprise you. It’s true. This week, life has taught me that
out of my doubts, I can find faith. Because just when I was starting to
give up on people, life has given me reasons not to. And I have nothing
but gratefulness in my heart. You know, it’s true that God never closes
a door without opening another and He stops people from locking the
door of their hearts by letting them see the beautiful view outside
through a window.

       To a friend who’s been constantly there for me night and day
(literally), thank you for putting sense into my head just when I run
out of stock. For playing "angel" when I was on the verge to
indifference, reminding me not to lose the love I have for some people
just as many people haven’t lost their love for me.

       To a friend who’s far yet so near, you never fail to make us
become a part of your life. From the petty things to the
pseudo-breakups with your huggable boyfriend, you make us feel
important with just a text message. And it never fails to amaze me how
the distance between us never got in the way of our growing friendship.

        To a friend who would willingly cut class for a friend, thank
you for the "If you start sleeping around, kulatahon jud tika!" and
"Bantay jud ka if you become a lesbian (since I study in an all girls’
school), kulatahon jud ka naho!" threats. It’s just the perfect way of
showing your tender-brutal loving care. Thank you for being concerned, it
just shows how much you care and for always recognizing the blood that
binds us. I know I can always have a brother in you. Our conversation
on the ship was just what I needed.

        To a friend who surprisingly opened up a part his life for me
to see, you are the biggest surprise to me this week. And for that
simple act of texting, confiding your problem, I was touched. Because
you were never the one who would share a story like that you’ve shared
and just when I thought nobody ever tells the truth anymore, you
candidly told me a new tale even without me asking.

There are two types of people–those who come into a room and say,
‘Well, here I am!’ and those who come in and say, ‘Ah, there you are. - Frederick Collins

wanted: dead or alive

ug sa dihang na erase tanan messages sa ahong phone. kinsa kahay culprit?