kanta ta…

The Beatles = Genius.

Who knows how long I’ve loved you
You know I love you still
Will I wait a lonely lifetime
If you want me to I will

For if I ever saw you
I didn’t catch your name
But it never really mattered
I will always feel the same

Love you forever, and for ever
Love you with all my heart
Love you whenever we’re together
Love you when we’re apart

And when at last I find you
Your song will fill the air
Sing it loud so I can hear you
Make it easy to be near you
For the things you do, endear you
To me ah, you know I will
I will 

for the kids and dreamers…

"for anyone out there who thinks  of pursuing a life long dream, TAKE THE RISK! I highly recommend it." 

- Bryan Herzlinger, My Date with Drew

watch it and discover the dreamer in you!
highly recommended!!!

gikapoy ko….waaaaah!!!!! sinong sawa? sinong galit? sumigaw ngayong gabi! hallelu…hallelujah!!! maninggit ta na!!

twelve pa?

i hope so..(draft pa ni..hinay ang internet!)

**ngee..nag save man diay ko ug draft on the night of my birthday! nakalimot nako ini ug unsa to ahong isuwat. hmmm…kani na laman…

sa ni aging tuig, daghan nahitabo! mga panghitabo nga wa ko ganahi, wa ko mag dahum. daghan kong nadawat. mga nadawat nga grasya, gugma ug problema. pero ani-a gihapon ko mga higala, buhi sa injong atubangan! hahahaha! :p

salamat sa tanan! kahibaw na mo kinsa mo…labi na Ka!!!

my only hope

this is for you; the one who got me through. i could never pay your kindness the way you paid for my sins. so here’s a song for you, to let the whole world know that i am nothing without you!

switchfoot version ha! :p

There’s a song that’s inside of my soul
It’s the one that I’ve tried to write over and over again
I’m awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now, You’re my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

I give You my defeat
I’m giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs…I’m giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now, You’re my only hope

nothing left to say but goodnight

"it’s something unpredictable but in the end is right. i hope you had the time of your life" - greenday

i wish i could find a word to describe how much i miss you. a lot of emotions wish to be emancipated from my soul yet i don’t know how to set them free without you here beside me. there’s an ache in my heart where you used to mend. it’s usually you who takes my mind away from things i shouldn’t worry about. you take me to places i’ve never been before. places where the dinosaurs roam, where buildings are too tall for one to imagine and where dreams have endless possibilities. if there’s one thing i should do right now, it is to be happy for you and maybe even envy you. but i couldn’t help missing you every minute. i miss your laughter, your voice. i miss the way you sang our songs, i miss your stares and your cheeks. most of all i miss your ears. i can still remember how you loved that lebron james commercial and how you imitated the moves of tim duncan or any nba star for that matter. how you played generals and nba live. how you enjoyed watching wwe. and i remember a million other things about you. yet all i have are these memories of you. nothing more. nothing less. i’ll hold on to them until one day i’ll wake up and have you beside me again. but until that day comes, there’s nothing left to say but goodnight.

…matud pang joharra, this is our baby!!

My heart, like my hand is calloused

blood i shed, crimson and clear

feeling so helpless, lost under the surface

i’m drowning in this lake of salty tears

’twas a wind, the hand that lifted my feet

and I embraced zephyr

looking beyond what was never seen

…to see but not to witness

…to fall but not to wither

Shadows of love is what I remembered

yet it’s melancholy I embraced

feeling naked and astray

…nothing can come back now without pain

…nothing can revive now without hate

There is no easy way out

i’m trapped inside myself

find me the door let me see the sky azure

for all will come together in place again

hold my hand as I let go

by jo, jian, titen, bai, sue and ace

stc library

your transcendent.

like chocolates, you entice me.

your radiance,

like the twinkling of the stars, captivates me.

your beautiful. very beautiful.

i’ll always stay in love with you, my moon

Saving Fish from Drowning

A pious man explained to his follwers:

It is evil to take lives and noble to save them.

Each day I pledge to save a hundred lives.

I drop my net in the lake and save a hundred fishes.

I place the fishes on the bank, where they flop and twirl.

"Don’t be scared," I tell those fishes.

"I am saving you from drowning."

Soon enough, the fishes grow calm and lie still.

Yet, sad to say, I’m always too late.

The fishes expire.

And because it is evil to waste anything, I take those dead fishes to market and I sell them for a good price.

With the money received, I buy more nets so I can save more fishes.

-anonymous.

Saving Fish from Drowning, Amy Tan

hello world! it’s nice to see you again!

one week of house arrest is not my idea of a sembreak. but what can i do? my body was just too tired to go out and my mind was too drained to dream of the beach, the sand, the sky and everything in between. we screwed thesis, i have no grade for ij and my schedule for next sem sucks. what a perfect gift for halloween! very haunting. awoooo!!! i spent the first week of my vacation researching, eating, and sleeping. eyes glued on the monitor, mind wandering in outer space searching for brilliant beyond brilliant ideas <which i haven’t found yet> , and soul praying for peace.

not until today, i was bailed out of prison thanks to my ever loyal and loving friends. they must have heard that i am now suffering from a destructive mental illness caused by overstimulation of the parts of the brain that regulate fear, stress and boredome.

it was really good to see faces other than my mom’s, my brother’s and sister’s, noy sinon’s and noy insot’s. and it was soothing to hear noise other than noy insot’s hammer pounding on the attic’s ceiling. it was euphonious to hear the roar of motorcab engines speeding down the highway. i live in a pretty isolated place by the way. which makes matters worse.

so as i was saying, i saw my friends today. it felt like i haven’t seen them for 10 years. kenny treated us to dinner. haha! saw donna’s boyfiend on the webcam. the guy has cute cheeks…he looks like a baby! boochi boochi koo..hehe! and saw nikki, van, phoebeth and phoebeth’s cute brother paking! went to loi2’s and ate frozen spaghetti, saw myko, told him i missed him and he said he missed me too. awwww…isn’t that the sweetest thing?!

went to capitol. ate ice cream. yey!! and i climbed on the monkey bars and played with the swing…weeee!! ’twas really awesome!! no stars though. the sky was cloudy but i had fun anyway! i just hope i won’t get contaminated with kenny’s fungal infection. eewww..eewww..

by the way, the computer clock reads 1:47 am. never realized it’s already saturday. all these things happened on friday, oct. 27. ;-)